My Manic Life

In response to:Misery

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 14:31:37 +0100

It isnt pathetic. Just because you are a parent it does not mean you have to give up the right to think about your self once in a while.

Hope things are OK.

In response to:A poem I wrote many years ago.

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 11:34:10 +0100

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In response to:Crap,Crap & More Crap

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 09:18:09 +0100

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In response to:Misery

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 08:47:24 +0100

When children get it sick, it's not the parent, it's the way our bodies our tested so as we get older we can withstand Nasty Ills. You are a great mother, you do the best you can and that's all a mother can do, Is their best.

In response to:Suicide.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:18:35 +0100

Ah, I see the world of self pitty, Remove this by Knowing You are worthy of Self.

In response to:Failed As Usual

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:17:07 +0100

To embrace Failure is To release Fear.

In response to:Suicide.

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 13:15:47 +0100

I believe suicide involves a series of choices, each one cutting off an avenue or a part of one's life until the final decision confonts one.

However, just contemplating suicide is a relatively simple choice.

In response to:Hate Hate Hate

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:46:46 +0100

Your Very Welcome ... I have been in the dark place where you are now ... so can relate! :yes: XX

In response to:Hate Hate Hate

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:43:48 +0100

Thank you, ur very sweet :) xx

In response to:Hate Hate Hate

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 21:42:46 +0100

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In response to:Hate Hate Hate

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 09:13:13 +0100

Hey Dark Sister ... Oh you sound just like I did when I was 18 ... its very different for me know though ... I forgave my self ;) ... Um there is not a lot I can say to you right now about how your feeling because the feelings you have and have had are like a Great BIG brick wall and no-one or nothing will be able to get in to even have a cup of coffee with you because your walls are so thick ... But thats ok :D ... you have started by saying what you have said above and that is a great start ... Dark thoughts :> Oh I have those yes can't tell anyone my whole world would be destroyed if ppl knew.

Just hang in there and I will be around if you really trust that you can open to someone.

Lots of Love to you even though we have just met Xox

In response to:Hate Hate Hate

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 06:28:12 +0100

Do that hate!
Whip it, whip it, whip it!!!
Better than trying to lock it in ...
Good for you.
Maybe one day, after it's danced itself to exhaustion in your head, it'll disappear
And you'll get a surprise.

In response to:Failed As Usual

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 04:02:39 +0100

Yup I have...its the only way I'm coping at the moment.

In response to:Suicide.

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 04:00:50 +0100

That's a scary thought, A life worse than this....:(
Anyway thanks for the comment, :)

In response to:Suicide.

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:58:35 +0100

Thank you for the comment :)

In response to:Suicide.

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:56:54 +0100

Thank you xxxxx

In response to:Suicide.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 00:07:52 +0100

Hey Dark Sister ... You know that even when the Chains tighten you can always loosen them by knowing that you ARE Loved and that you ARE Beautiful and that you ARE Worth every breath you breath ... I know from experience and that the up days are great and the down days are crap ... but the days where you look at what you have an smile inside and feel that little bit of being overwhelmd with Unconditional Love from your children ... it is then that we know that Suicide it Not an Option {{{hugs to you}}} XoX

In response to:Crap,Crap & More Crap

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:36:31 +0100

I wish I had known before and I would have wished you HappyBirthday too :yes:

In response to:Suicide.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:29:58 +0100

Agreed. Taking the easy way out is cowardice.

Belated Happy Birthday, DarkAngel!

In response to:Suicide.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:28:36 +0100

I would rather live with pain than not be alive at all. I could never dream of leaving others with the pain of my suicide.
Yes I've had moments of utter despair but always think that the next life just might be worse.
I hope you can find a way through your pain and I send you all my best wishes and hugs xx

In response to:Failed As Usual

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:20:34 +0100

Just withdraw completely. Withdraw and bide your time.

In response to:A poem I wrote many years ago.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:08:45 +0100

Wow such deep experssion ... Thank you for sharing this I can FEEl your song {{{hugs}}}

In response to:Crap,Crap & More Crap

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:06:12 +0100

Hey sweetheart ... If we had connected before the 31st I woud have given you this ... ... and also wished you a Blessed Samhian ... You know I visited the stepping stones group the other day and I felt better ... Thank you for being my friend {{{hugs}}}

In response to:A poem I wrote many years ago.

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:23:30 +0200

Angel of Death - they're angels too

In response to:Failed As Usual

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 22:36:06 +0200

Thanks I guess

In response to:Failed As Usual

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 22:14:49 +0200

Being a member of society isn't something you have to worry about being competent at. No one's very good at it, truth be told. :)

In response to:Failed As Usual

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 22:09:33 +0200

You sound like I feel. Except I'm not a wife any more x

In response to:A Bit About Me..

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 17:53:42 +0200

As for growing out of the Goth scene for the sake of my kids, Wtf does that mean? Why should that be a bad thing?

As for my picture, I find what you said a compliment actually, I like freaky and sick.
As for your last comment I liked that too :)
Yeah I guess I am a depressive freaky sick person :)

Thanks! :)

In response to:A Bit About Me..

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:49:29 +0200

I just hope u grow out of the goth scene fast for the sake of your kids. Your pictures aren't creative or artistic. They are freaky. Kind of sick actually. And I think you should get yourself checked out for the depression. I've worked in a mental hospital and I can tell you, the symptoms are definately alive and well in u baby. x

In response to:Why does love hurt so much?

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 16:00:00 +0200

I relate to alot of that...I think it's a woman thing! chin up hunny!

{{Hugs}} xx