My Manic Life

In response to: "Misery" 319 days old
by lledeb [Member]

It isnt pathetic. Just because you are a parent it does not mean you have to give up the right to think about your self once in a while.


Hope things are OK. more…

In response to: "A poem I wrote many years ago." 351 days old
by Vaxreodebed [Visitor]

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In response to: "Crap,Crap & More Crap" 361 days old
by Flesmoomare [Visitor]

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In response to: "Misery" 365 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

When children get it sick, it's not the parent, it's the way our bodies our tested so as we get older we can withstand Nasty Ills. You are a great mother, you do the best you can and that's all a mother can do, Is their best. more…

In response to: "Suicide." 368 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Ah, I see the world of self pitty, Remove this by Knowing You are worthy of Self. more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 368 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

To embrace Failure is To release Fear. more…

In response to: "Suicide." 368 days old
by Foxwriter [Member]

I believe suicide involves a series of choices, each one cutting off an avenue or a part of one's life until the final decision confonts one.

However, just contemplating suicide is a relatively simple choice. more…

In response to: "Hate Hate Hate" 373 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Your Very Welcome ... I have been in the dark place where you are now ... so can relate! :yes: XX more…

In response to: "Hate Hate Hate" 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

Thank you, ur very sweet :) xx more…

In response to: "Hate Hate Hate" 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

hehehehe more…

In response to: "Hate Hate Hate" 373 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Hey Dark Sister ... Oh you sound just like I did when I was 18 ... its very different for me know though ... I forgave my self ;) ... Um there is not a lot I can say to you right now about how your feeling because the feelings you have and have had are like a Great BIG brick wall and no-one or nothing will be able to get in to even have a cup of co more…

In response to: "Hate Hate Hate" 373 days old
by sankhara ^Pro

Do that hate!
Whip it, whip it, whip it!!!
Better than trying to lock it in ...
Good for you.
Maybe one day, after it's danced itself to exhaustion in your head, it'll disappear
And you'll get a surprise. more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

Yup I have...its the only way I'm coping at the moment. more…

In response to: "Suicide." 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

That's a scary thought, A life worse than this....:(
Anyway thanks for the comment, :) more…

In response to: "Suicide." 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

Thank you for the comment :) more…

In response to: "Suicide." 373 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

Thank you xxxxx more…

In response to: "Suicide." 376 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Hey Dark Sister ... You know that even when the Chains tighten you can always loosen them by knowing that you ARE Loved and that you ARE Beautiful and that you ARE Worth every breath you breath ... I know from experience and that the up days are great and the down days are crap ... but the days where you look at what you have an smile inside and fe more…

In response to: "Crap,Crap & More Crap" 376 days old
by murphymole ^Pro

I wish I had known before and I would have wished you HappyBirthday too :yes: more…

In response to: "Suicide." 376 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Agreed. Taking the easy way out is cowardice.

Belated Happy Birthday, DarkAngel! more…

In response to: "Suicide." 376 days old
by murphymole ^Pro

I would rather live with pain than not be alive at all. I could never dream of leaving others with the pain of my suicide.
Yes I've had moments of utter despair but always think that the next life just might be worse.
I hope you can find a way through your pain and I send you all my best wishes and hugs xx more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 376 days old
by LLgirl [Member]

Just withdraw completely. Withdraw and bide your time. more…

In response to: "A poem I wrote many years ago." 376 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Wow such deep experssion ... Thank you for sharing this I can FEEl your song {{{hugs}}} more…

In response to: "Crap,Crap & More Crap" 376 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Hey sweetheart ... If we had connected before the 31st I woud have given you this ... ... and also wished you a Blessed Sa more…

In response to: "A poem I wrote many years ago." 387 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]

Angel of Death - they're angels too more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 389 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

Thanks I guess more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 389 days old
by technomist [Member]

Being a member of society isn't something you have to worry about being competent at. No one's very good at it, truth be told. :) more…

In response to: "Failed As Usual" 389 days old
by subville [Member]

You sound like I feel. Except I'm not a wife any more x more…

In response to: "A Bit About Me.." 403 days old
by DarkBltch [Member]

As for growing out of the Goth scene for the sake of my kids, Wtf does that mean? Why should that be a bad thing?

As for my picture, I find what you said a compliment actually, I like freaky and sick.
As for your last comment I liked that too :)
Yeah I guess I am a depressive freaky sick person :)

Thanks! :) more…

In response to: "A Bit About Me.." 403 days old
by sphynx005 [Member]

I just hope u grow out of the goth scene fast for the sake of your kids. Your pictures aren't creative or artistic. They are freaky. Kind of sick actually. And I think you should get yourself checked out for the depression. I've worked in a mental hospital and I can tell you, the symptoms are definately alive and well in u baby. x more…

In response to: "Why does love hurt so much?" 407 days old
by xmillyxxx ^Pro

I relate to alot of that...I think it's a woman thing! chin up hunny!

{{Hugs}} xx more…